I haven't felt so alive in years
  The sun is shining down on me
  My eyes are welling up with tears
  Tears of joy, tears of ecstasy
  
  Emotions I once kept concealed
  Now flow freely like a river
  Life's great mysteries revealed
  Love's great promised delivered
  
  I hate my life I want to die
  I was just pretending all this time
  A mask I wear so I don't bare
  My soul to the cold, harsh world out there
  Try to prevail but only fail
  Each time on a grander and grander scale
  My life is worthless and so am I
  I hate my life I want to die
  
  The landscape rises to meet my feet
  The sky descends to fill my arms
  For once I finally feel complete
  For once I know I can't be harmed
  
  All I know is light and love
  I feel that I could live forever
  While others' troubles seem to grow
  I have no problems whatsoever
  
  I hate my life I want to die
  I was just pretending all this time
  A mask I wear so I don't bare
  My soul to the cold, harsh world out there
  Try to prevail but only fail
  Each time on a grander and grander scale
  My life is worthless and so am I
  I hate my life I want to die
  
  The epiphany that came to fall
  Finally helped me reconcile
  What I felt wasn't joy at all
  All this time it was just denial
  
  I hate my life I want to die
  I was just pretending all this time
  A mask I wear so I don't bare
  My soul to the cold, harsh world out there
  Try to prevail but only fail
  Each time on a grander and grander scale
  My life is worthless and so am I
  I hate my life I want to die