Sitting here stressing at two thirty am
   about how fast a year can go
   i wonder where it went.
   if we start all over again
   would it really work?
   i know that you could be could be
   coming back to me
  
   mesmorized by the thought of it
   traumatised i'm so scared of it
   wanna stop thinkin gotta get to sleep
   gotta wake up fresh get on my feet
   push the thought of you away
   do it today
  
   i'm older than my years
   drowning in my tears
   surrounded by the fear
   since you went away a year ago
   at christmas
  
   you locked away your secrets
   kept them away from me
   i only came to say goodbye
   now you finally see
   you wanna start all over again
   make it work this time
   but i don't wanna end up feelin
   far away from fine
  
   i memorised what you said to me
   so surprised it was hell to be
   so frustrated with the way we were
   not a single word could make it work
   but look at us today
   we blew it away
  
   i'm older than my years
   drowning in my tears
   surrounded by the fear
   since you went away a year ago
   at christmas
   last year
   (repeat chorus)